I know i shouldn't be feeling this way, not at this time!

But still, i feel so lousy.

I got wind of this through one of my friends from the Fire group. Apparently, one of my participants is seen actively joining the Fire group's activities. During their group dialogue last week, he complained of being bored being a Fish rather than Fire dancer.

As his trainer, i can't help but to ponder, am i not good enough? what did i do wrong? how can i improve? why will he feel this way?

i will not blame anyone.
i feel that i am quite a failure for the past 20 trainings :(